The Sweetest Sorrows of Ava Hale

Hello everyone,
Basically what I'm reading is still something I was reading the last week on Wattpad.
"The Sweetest Sorrows of Ava Hale", by Kara Cross. I'm on chapter eleven and it's called 'What If?'. What happens in this chapter is that Ava was desperately trying to talk to her friend, Lia, who refused to answer to to her phone calls. Ava got really upset and ran away. For a second she thought..."I'm nothing and everybody hates me", which is of course not true. She really needed someone to speak to because she felt guilty of her sister's death, even though it wasn't her fault in any way. Lia was her best friend but now after calling her for such a long time (the whole weekend).....she didn't think so anymore. Ava thought Lia ditched her for somebody else, which is again, not true. Because she was really upset, she knocked on her other 'guy friend's' door, Rafe. He was actually really surprised to see her. The reason why Ava came to Rafe's house is because she wanted to get more information about her sister, Kesley. How interesting....that's something I would definitely never expect to happen. Well, it does kinda make sense since Rafe and Kesley were really good friends back in time...until Kesley was murdered. After Rafe told Ava everything he could remember about Kesley's and his times together, Ava kissed him. I definitely didn't expect that to happen neither. The chapter ends by two of them trying to figure some things out together and in next chapter, we'll see if Ava and Rafe are going to be a couple. One word I didn't know is 'neglected'. Neglected means to suffer. The way it was used in a sentence is: The strap on a guitar was dusty and worn, looking as though he used it a lot, but had become neglected lately.